I AM WHO I AM

WOW!!

2006-08-03T05:36:00.000-07:00

WOW!!really super long nva blog..
herm..alot of things happened..
i nva blog nt because i lazy hor..
my aunt hav banned me from msn..
since i came bac from hk..
is like wat crap la..
nw whenever i wan to on9..bt nt msn..
also need to ask her 1st..
honestly..i really dun like tis kind of life..
basically..she dun trust me..
i dunno..bt dats wat i feel..
bt pls..i hw old already..
btw..wat can i do??
nothing..no use complaining to my mum..
is nt bcoz my mum is on her side..
is bcoz she wont listen..she dun wan to lose face..
therefore..watever she do..is always rite..
watever she tink is always true..
yaya..ppl may tink dat bcoz i m nt mature..
bt hey..who can live tis kind of life..
ok..i m complaining..bt once in a blue moon..
nt too much rite..
i hav nowhere or no way to complain..
other den here..
dun believe??ask sijin..

2day is 3 August 2006..
ya..is our 2 months..
las month..when is our 1st..
he came to my hus..downstair la..
den ya..really touched..
i really love the video he did 4 me..
is nt bout hw nice it is..
is all bout the effort..
i mss him..
since is our 2nd month..
i went to celebrate..
i hav lunch at cc mac..
(although is without his company..
i jus feel like celebrating)
shihui n sijin went tgt also..
we saw many funny things there..
we were laughin when we leave mac..
wahahaha..

go bac to sch staff..
ok..begin with something nicer..
mr ong rox..
maybe nt everyone may tink so..
bt ya..i do..
he help me to do alot of my D&T..
haha..he quite nice la..funny also..
he do crap with me..
ok..nw lets talk bout her..
(lor mee)she sux..really..
i dunno y she scold ppl like dat..
nva do homework nva do homework la..
other class also nva do wad..
they also haven hand in..y they dun gt scoldin??
she is nt pro enough..
those who dunno who (lor mee) is..
she is some1 who always try too dress like...
the liquid paper..the red one with the white cap..
haha..den the next day she try to act cute...
she dress like a pig..
den i tink coz she realised dat she is nt cute..
so she go bac to her liquid paper dressing..
bt tis time is blue one with white cap..
somehow i tink dat she is insulting the liquid paper..

herm..dunno when can blog again..
i really do miss u guys in msn..
it hav been 2 months since i las go msn..
sad sad sad..really dunno wat to do liao..
ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I HATE THIS!!when will i be free??
is not fair..DC can use..MM can use..
Y cant i..
I feel insulted!!!!!!!!

REQUESTED <3

2006-05-31T00:52:00.000-07:00

Ho...really long nva blog..
10 days..i tink..
since school holiday..
play play play play n play..
bt 1 thign i haven do is...
my report book..
my poor report book..
is still with ms teo...
OMG..she din call my aunt..
when am i going to get it bac..
wat is holiday 4??
basically...4 teacher to give assignment..
Chi, eng, maths, sci, lit..still gt??
n the maths file n maths 1&2..
i tink everybody hand in already..
bt wat to put in maths file??
can anyone tell me??
i dunno when i goin 2 hand in..
i m nt going to sch...
i dun tink i m going to choir..
i dunno..no idea..
ok..enough about sch..
lets move on..

lets talk bout wat i do during the pass few days..
since holiday i hav been playing com..
play play play play..haha
guess wat..i hav met vincent in the game..
cant run away...is fate..
bt is nt dat vincent..
is another 2 vincent..
fate bought us tgt..haha
i love it..
actually is he ask me to update my blog de..
if nt i will be too lazy to do so..haha
i very ting hua rite..hehe
honestly..princess xiang xiang..
dun really liek to listen to ppl..
i jus like to do things th other way..
unique maybe..dat would sound nicer...
vincent vincent vincent..haha
sound so nice..ok..
enough crapping..
vincent pls dun mind..

ok..n erm..ppl..
can u all buy ticket from me??
6/6 concert..
pls pls pls..tis concert is really nice..
i will watch tis if i nt performing..

i luv choir..
mr yong is nice..
bt y some ppl dun like him??
i dunno..bt to me he is nice..

i will be going oversea from 7/6
to 23/6...
pls add me on msn..
stella_4evacola@hotmail.com
thx..

jus nw when i open my clothes cabinet..
grestest horror..
all the clothes inside drop out..
n i spent 1 hr+ to tidy it up with my maid..
someone mus hav touch it..
if nt it wont drop..although it is messy..
den sweat like wat..
i dun really like to pack things..
bt my my cabinet is tidy..
thx to Marissa..

ok...enough 4 2day..
hope i will rmb to blog tml..
very forgetful nowadays..

AFTER EXAMS

2006-05-20T00:25:00.000-07:00

quite a few days nva blog..
really 4gt..
i rmb i on the computer 2 blog..
den i go msn..
check my mails..
den serve the web 4 some info
on 1-day singapore tour..
den is time to eat dinner..
so i off my com...
n ya..
when i rmb..
is bout 2145..
so i was tinking to blog the day after..
n so in the end i 4gt again..

mon & tue no lesson..
do watch movie n ....
n..cant rmb liao..
some paper work..but dunno wat..
n check paper..
quite upset with my result..
ok with my maths only bt nt so
happy with it..
n geo finally i gt extra one mark
which make my fail become pass
haha..can face my aunt liao..

wed nth much..or maybe i cant rmb..
so call lesson resume..
thurs..oso cannot rmb..

o yes..friday..
geo watch movie..
i tink the movie quite nice..
sijin watch b4 n she tell me
some part of the story..
she keep telling me dat the
story very romantic..
make until i feel so much like watching..
sci..the BLANGLAH cher..
she sucks..come in bai pose..
i wonder she understand english..
R5 ppl will noe who tad cher is..
order ppl do things den
the words so small..
hw to see from behind..
ok she did say if u cant see u can move in front..
bt in front already no space..
u wan me do wat..sit on the floor..
idoit..say i complain..
i haven copy finish den take away..
sijin curse her until..so ...
1st time see sijin like dat..
keep staring at me..
bitch..sorry bt she really sucks..

CME continue with the geo movie in AVA..
sijin n me sit 1st roll
feel so real..
den i heard clifford say dat he watch dat b4 oso..
den sijin keep telling me they will kiss..
haha..
in the end still cannot watch finish the show..
to be continused...

HCL start at 1300..watch movie..
TOTORO..very cute..
nice show..
Li laoshi say need do ying ping
bt the begining i nva watch...
sijin n clifford slp during the show..
kenny wanted to put them tgt..
bt of coz cant..
elaine took their foto actually..
after dat went 4 choir..
nth much..bt i bit lonely during choir..

I FEEL SO LEFT OUT..

I NOE THEY DUN LIKE ME..

BT THEY EVERYTHING ALSO DUN TELL ME..

Y MUST THEY DO DAT TO ME??

luckly jeremy was there..

so tired dat i nt feeling well..
kind of like running nose..
fell asleep..
when i wake up..i quickly go bath..
when i bath finish..
dinner is over..
eat alone..coz i dun wan eat b4 i bath..
the chinese story book dat we bought 2day..
read finish half liao b4 i slp..
my hus short circuit..no light no fan..
HOT..

MUMMY! IS OVER!!!

2006-05-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

finally, exam is over..
during the pass 2 days..
i study like crazy ppl..
at lease i tink i m..
is like i so proud of myself
being so hard working during exam..
bt no matter how is my result..
i have done wat i can..
coz i really put in alot of effort
in my study tis few days..

few days nva blog..
i almost 4gt my user name n password..
take quite a few min to access jus nw..
so 4gtful..

sci paper 2day 2 me
quite difficult bt nt difficult..
half way through the paper..
my waist the left hand side..
pain until i wan die..
i feel like standing up n going to clinic..
haha..

aft dat we went MAC..
CC dat one..
elaine eat big breakfast..
ltr i cant resist..
i eat hotcake..
den see alot off ppl leh..
gt the DUCK GANG, the R2 de n
our R5 boys..they went 2 play basketball..
so full..almost cant finish..
den aft leaving MAC..
elaine say her stomach very pain..
den i realise dat i nt pain anymore..
haha..transfer to her..

at bus stop while waitting 4 bus..
gt 3 guy stand in front of me n sijn..
den ltr 1 of the guy keep sneezing n sneezing..
haha..so funny..like sneezing machine like dat..

in bus we talk bout going out..
i suggest to go play badminton..
bt dunno my aunt allow anot..
wait n see..
until nw still cant decide if shd ask her anot..
haizz..so fan..

aft sijin gt down the bus,
i call my mummy..
n tell her dat my exam is over..
haha..
my mummy hav sign one contract 2day..
so lucky..
my "man man biao jie" say wan go out with me
when i bac in hk..

keep thinking about the concert
on 6 of june..haha..
looking forward to it..

MATHS ROCKZZ

2006-05-06T06:37:00.000-07:00

2day gt maths mentoring..
at sijin hse..
i wake up b4 0830 which i planned to..
i hav frank, ham, bread, n milo 4 breakfast..
i ate 1 frank, 1 ham, 3 bread n milo..
i cant believe dat i eat so much 2day..
4 ur info, usually i only eat
one piece of bread n
half cup of milo..
full until cannot walk..

i suppose to leave hus at 0930..
bt i nva..i dun feel like going coz is raining..
elaine sms n cal me at 0950 like dat..
i was still in my sleepwear(nt pajamas)
n haven pack anything..
she say..going 1000 liao leh..
still haven come..i waiting below sijin hus..
den i say 10mins ride will reach..
she say dat means i hav 2 wait 4 10 mins la..
i say aiya..very fast de la..
aft i hang the phone..
den i slowly walk to tie hair..comb nice nice..
choose wat to wear..choose choose choose..
at 1st wan wear jeans one..bt raining..
den slowly pack my things..

reach sijin hus at bout 1010 or 1015 like dat..
i was like..er..i so slow liao still so early reach..
mentoring start at 1000 suppose

1030 den kelvin come..he everytime late one..
er..we alos late la..bt he sure later den us one..
haha..so we start our mentoring..
shi hui was even later..
keep doing maths maths maths..
n is already 1+ so dey went to eat lunch
i nva eat bt i follow..

ltr kelvin say he nva come loyang point b4
he wan to walk ard..
so we walk..
n ltr when we reach the "Q-BAY"
elaine keep saying..
the owner is r4 de badminton guys de parents..
den we went in
in the end i buy 3 keychains n
one token with sijin..
4 being twins..haha..

den we went home..
dats end of the day..
everyone mus JIAYOU 4 maths n science..

BETTER VIEW

2006-05-05T05:41:00.000-07:00

aft we went Mac..we make fun of elaine n kenny..haha..
elaine so paiseh..
den elaine sijin n me went to buy breakfast..
elaine n i hav the big one n sijin hav a fish one..
my coffee taste like S***..
shihui odd one out..she hav a lunch instead..
sijin torture the "yellowbag"
elaine captured the process with her **"SUPER HIGH TECH HP"
LOL..
when we left it was raining..
i didnt wan to walk in the rain coz my my precious 'skoob'
so we walk through the wet market 4 shelter..
elaine keep pulling my bag..complaining..
BDH la..
i lead n walk n walk through the blocks..
actually i nva walk b4
n we cant see where we r..
i follow my feelings n finally we gt 2 th bus stop..

aft we reach sijin hus, we start studying soon aft we settle down..
i study science when they study maths..
elaine keep asking me maths questions..
luckily my maths brain working quite well 2day..
ltr we play "truth or dare" at 1400 until 1500
quite fun bt elaine..haizz..
elaine left with shihui n i stay 4 awhile longer..
at 1630, i start 2 pack up..n sijin walk me 2 bus stop..
i reach home b4 1730..
kind of enjoying at sijin hus..

tis is the end of my 'HORRIBLE' & 'WONDERFUL' day..
**elaine hp will say out the caller name when ppl call..we jus discover it jus nw..

GEO!GEO!GEO!

2006-05-05T04:15:00.000-07:00

2day i hav my geo exam...
i wake up at 0515 coz i wan 2 go sch earlier to study..
i left home at 0600..
when i reach the bus stop,
i wait until 0515 den gt bus..
wait 15mins of my precious time!!

Sijin was late, she missed my bus..
zou yi was on the same bus as me 2day..
when i reach sch, elaine was already dere..
i start my las chong 4 my geo..
n HAIZ..still gt so many haven study..
luckily my aunt say geo dun need very gd, pass will do..
study on the way bac 2 the classroom..

Shit!!!! I 4gt to bring my calculator...AHHHHHHHHHH!!!
when the paper begin, i flip to the second page of the question paper..
OMG..is world map n reservoirs location..
i cant rmb a single thing from the maps..
not any of the name or location..
the paper is super hard 4 me..
study b4, bt jus cant rmb..
i leave a lot of question blank..
i wan 2 pass my geo leh..i dun wan 2 fail..
PASS WILL DO..
hw i wish i didnt go sch 2day..
i feel like passing up blank answer sheet
when i flip to the third n forth page..
2day is horrible..

STUDY DAY

2006-05-04T06:16:00.000-07:00

tis is wat elaine gave me 2day..is really nice..

Sijin n elaine come my my hus study 2day.
i wake up at 0715 to copy the notes chuiying sent me..
sijin hav bought mentos n potato chips to my hus..
bt i hav already paid her..
elaine have bought me so thing also..
she say her mom ask her bring one..
thx elaine..thx elaine's mom..
elaine was so "beachy" 2day..haha
"beachy" was not used to replace bitchy..
"beachy' means beach feeling..
she gave us a really beach feeling 2day..haha
her t-shirt, pants, slippers n bag look as if she going beach later..
n i said tis.."elaine look so 'beachy' 2day"..haha..
my aunt was home, n sijin talk non-stop 2day..
we studied 2 chapter i tink..

after we left the hus, we open the potato chips,
n we eat on our way to bus stop..
sijin n elaine going W.S.S.C. so we wait 4 358..
sijin say eat finish the potato chips den dey go..
2day dunno y so abnormal..so many 358..
keep coming n coming..haha..

aft dat when i reach home..
my aunt said, "stella! Come!"
i tot she wanna scold me..
den she ask, "did u ask ur fran to call me?"
i was like..eh...how shd i answer 2 dis question??
n i said, "no..of coz not.."
"my fran very polite one,dey say hi 2 me when dey c me n dey say bye 2 me when sch end.."
den my aunt say..ok la..nothing le..
she ask like dat becoz of some misunderstand with Nicholette.
I tink sijin noe y..i hav told her b4..
bt is really misunderstand..
den i continue to study..

at nite, bout 1937 i suddently rmb dat i haven bath..
i tot i hav bath all the while..
so i hav 4gt 2 bath 2day..
n aft my dinner i went to bath..
coz is already 2012( bout dat time)
i was tinking dun wash my hair 2day..
bt ltr when i was bathing,
eventually i wet my hair like i usually did..
haiz i 4gt dat i dun plan 2 wash my hair 2nite..
y m i so 4gtful..OMG..
y cant i rmb things..
my mind went blank whenever i try 2 search things frm there..
i start 2 worry bout my geography tml..
wat if my mind went blank tml..
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

好朋友

2006-05-03T07:03:00.000-07:00

i tot my aunt will let me go white sands library to study geo. but i was wrong, she dun allow..n i was in deep trouble..
my geography notes haven copy finish..haiz..命苦啊..好彩有翠莹..她也给我很多意见..谢谢你..u n sijin rocks..WOW..cheer 4 u 2..thank you very much..

2006-05-03T04:42:00.000-07:00

Las nite didnt slp well
2day morning breakfast rocks
egg sandwich..haha
i enjoy my breakfast so much dat i went to wash my cup at 0630..so i left home late..
on the bus i saw weiting.
i sit next to her n we talk on the way..
then my arms n neck n face start to get itchy..
i start to scratch n scratch.
in the end my arms n neck n face become red n kind of swollen
dunno y like dat..

when i reach school, i saw sijin, elaine n xt at locker..dunno y xt also go our locker..bt nvm.i tot sijin will be ltr den me..lol..
2day gt maths,science,lit n HCL..so many books..eng self study so nva take bks.
my hand so itchy..so i ask sijin help me carry..at 1st she say dun wan, bt she c my arms so er xin..so in the end she help me..haha..sijin is the best..

eng lesson~nva study geo,bt write poem..write in clifford POEM EXERCISE BOOK..haha..i still love the 2 dat i wrote in the las page of my chinese TB..
aft english, i left my pencil case in the lab..wtt..i dun realise it until i went bac to class packing things to go HCL..by den the lab door close le..so angry n sad..no pencil case..haiz sian..no pencil case no mood...

recess~i wan go bac class put bk..clifford n leon ask me help them bring bac class..since on the way then help them lor..bt still dun hav pencil case only gt one pencil that clifford borrow from me..n a highlighter dat shihui 4gt to return me ytd..haiz
no mood so dun wan eat den sit at the bench dere..elaine keep saying hungry ask sijin go with her..but sijin dun wan..haha..ltr the aunty ask sijin n elaine help her do something, when she talking, we sneak away..elaine n sijin go buy things eat..a bit fed up with sijin coz she go with elaine..bt nothing de la..

Lit~I hate Frog or toad or watever, i dun understand at all..dun like those story..if possible..no Lit 4 me plzzzzz..

finally sch end~13.30 go find mrs Lai 4 home econ paper.haha..
test not bad..much better den las time HE test..haha..14.00 go find Li lao shi 4 chinese marks..haha..nt bad la..bt i noe i can do much better..mus jia you..Clifford ask me wan go tmart..dun feel like going home..so go tgt..

tmart~Clifford n Kevin N kenny eat there, sijin eat in sch..den i go buy bubbletea with chuiying..pay bac sijin money left $30 tis month..T.T..now left $29..poor at the 1st day of the month..haizz..
agree with sijin..Clifford n the Ks are really nice ppl..haha..kenny nva finish his rice n vege..clifford help him finish the vege..alot of funny things happen..finally going bac home..at bus stop saw pig n gaoyang n teck li..we joke n laugh alot..

1st time see clifford on9..haha..

Love Poem That Someone Sent Me

2006-05-01T06:09:00.000-07:00

will you be my valentine?
i know that i am yours,
you are like a tossing sea and i am like your shores.
you are like an endless wave and i your waiting sand.
and i will wait forever as you come and smooth my hand.
i will wait forever, yet you are a part of me.
i hold you in my arms, while you come to me endlessly,
will you be my valentine?
i know tat i am yours i love you with a love that yearn to be your golden shores......

Twins

2006-05-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

Haha..sijin rocks!! With her professional help..i have completed my blog..WOW..I love you sijin..I think i like her better than my sister[U should know who i refering to]..we go school tgt, sit tgt, eat tgt, laugh tgt...stay tgt as much as possible..(dun tink dirty) She is really a very good friend, she really very jiang yi qi..having her as a friend really is my pleasure..remember the days when we speak the same thing at the same time..haha..the feeling is really very very...(dunno how to describe)..AIYA..I dunno wat i talking, no link one..haha..but nvm..tml chinese paper 1..JIAYOU!!!

I AM WHO I AM

2006-05-01T01:08:00.000-07:00

Cry laugh cry laugh..1st time watch movie until like dat...no wonder shihui watch so many times..2days ago i watch the 1st time, 2day i watch the 2nd time..the 1st time i watch, i cry until next morning my eye triple eye lid, then 2day my sister watch again..at 1st though that i wont cry the 2nd time, but i was wrong, in the end i also cry.. i also dunno y i cry, but when i think of my **ther, i wonder if He/She would do the same..i pretty sure my **ther will..but i dunno another wil anot..(i refering to the poor one, not the rich one)